Wow how could i not realized the key before. Energy, you have to take it away and diabetics have had the key.

Please God help me now I need you to pull me through.

Hate You

The world is covered in gasoline
and these words are the sparks
to ignite a blaze
to burn away all the impurities you displayed
cities built only to crumble under you wake
but this inferno will stop you

chorus:
I'm growing to hate you
I'm growing to hate you
I'm growing to hate you
Just as you
Have grown to hate me

So much I felt for you
only for you to spit in my face
choking on the words I've said
I would have taken a bullet for you
but now I wouldn't even take a paper cut
You say you dont' know what to feel
Well i know how I feel

chorus

All the words i've said
and all the tears i've shead
to make myself feel better
but hate seems better than love
and I love to hate you
just as you love to hate me

Sometimes I wonder why I try. I'll never be...

This morning, i went to amanda's house and it was awesome. I love her so much! My day was awesome cuz of her and I went and sold 369% of goal today. I hope i get to see her tomorrow.

At work blah. Someone took one of my pictures of amanda from my computer here. Funny she doesn't think she is hot but someone stole her picture. Makes me giggle.

I am here with amanda and she is so awesome.

Yay! Amanda is on her way. I am so excited!

I wish the clock would go faster. I really can't wait to talk and/or see her.

Today is the day she comes back... lets cross our fingers that everything is still ok.