April 15, 2006
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We are the monsters...
Ok so yesterday was a totally shitty day. Work was slow and boring, yet that was the highlight of my day. I had plans with Tommie or Brittany, so I had to decide. Tommie messages me and says, "I can't do anything because my friend just came over." So I was like sweet, well I guess I can hang with Brittany. I had this feeling though before I left work that I should just go home and not do anything but I didn't listen. So Brittany messages me asking if I'm still going with her to the concert thing. So I go. I get there and she starts introducing me to everyone there. She goes to this place a lot apparently. Then she introduced me to this one guy who as the singer/guitar player for one of the bands. She gives him a hug which I didn't care, then they kissed. Right then I realized why out of the blue she really wanted to hang out with me. She just wanted me to add numbers to her boyfriend's band audience. I didn't even know she had a boyfriend, which is a recent development. So I left after we had a diologue in which I basically told her I feel pretty used.
I call Tommie to talk to her about how pist I was. She listens and starts going on that she was sorry she didn't hang out with me, but she hung out with her ex and then started to go into how she still wants her ex and she basically threw herself at him and he said he will never want her again. So I told her she obviously needs time to get over him, and call me when she is.
List of girls in the past 4 weeks that have screwed me over:
Lyndsey - used me for sex, then says we are just friends right
Jessica - stands me up when we were supposed to hang out, but even comes to my work right when I was getting off to make sure we were still hanging out, but then totally ditches me and gives me a lame excuse.
Brittany
Tommie
Margie - have a date planned but then just disappears
Kristen - ok, this one is intersting. She stops talking to me cuz she thought I got her pregnant., now for the funny thing. We never had sex and she is a virgin. I just fingered her. Whatever.
Yea, so why did I try to date again?
Comments (2)
First of all let me say your message to me made me laugh pretty good. In response to it: "I don't jump around when I go to shows; I must be emo!"
Ok now for the main point, do not worry about the whole chick thing bro. Holli and I felt pretty crappy after you left, "why?" do you ask? Well we feel bad for you, it is CRAP that you feel the way you do, and it is crap what the girls have done! Let me say man that the rest of the night her and I were trying to figure out someone for you! We thought of a couple girls but I know for a fact you wouldn't want them..... If you are wondering why, just ask me. hahaha. Anyways, you have come along way with your appearance bro, you (not in a gay way) look damn good. Your new style suits you well! You have people skills to talk to anyone, something that I admire and I am starting to lack. But my opinion is that you are looking in all the wrong places. I mean girls at the bar, Jessica, B-rittany, all were doomed from the start. So dude do a 180, look in that direction and start walking/talking. There is a girl out there for you, its's what you have always taught me AND not to mention you are still young yet too. Then again what are you now 32? That is not too young, hahaha just kidding neighbor. So buck up camper, the chicks you mentioned were not worth the fight anyways. Think about it:
Jessica: always ditches you.... (so why make plans? Why be friends?)
B-rittany: Just kind of falls off the face of the earth, not a phone call or anything to say what is going on? You said it yourself too that it would probably be weird if you dated b/c of asain. She was cool, then again a little to ecentric. Always talking about who was hitting on her and what guy just COULDN'T take his eyes off her, or how drunk she got. You don't like those things.... so cross that one out.
Lyndsey: bar chick, though shitty what she did.... that was all she was out for. (I hope a good time for you too, though probably not, just laid there like dead meat. haha)
Margie: name says it all. hahaha. Don't EVER trust a Margie.
Kristen: They are evil, remember the whole name thing we talked about, well think of all the Kristens you know, they are bad news. (at least for the ones I know)
Tommie: last but not least. My understanding was she was over her boyfriend and not to mention that I had no clue she was a "bitch." My opinion of her, keep trying. Techincally she didn't screw you over, I mean so she still has feelings for her ex. Keep going, show her that you are better than her ex. She is still 18 you know? Young, but still not to old. I say go for her, keep talking to her and don't give up unless she says, "dude you are creeping me out, leave me alone... haha" (doubt that one is going to happen.) I bet she just feels a little uneasy not meeting you before, on what is going to happen when you two do meet you know? That is why we all tried to get her to come out with us and get you to come too.
I hope in some way has brightened up your day and/or given you a better outlook. I am proud to say that you are my best friend and I wouldn't have it anyother way. You are the only one that I can completely tell anything to and not be judge or fear of anything, and vice versa. Bro you are the shit! And I will put money down that you will be a date by June! If not by June, then on my birthday I am hoping there are mass people so you will have a lot of pickings! Later dude.
J-Rock
my solution for getting ditched is to just work all the time so that you can't do anything anyway
or if you plan on doing something and it falls through just look at is as a reason to get to bed at a decent time.
yes, i know i'm lame.
happy belated easter to you.
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