Ok so yesterday was a totally shitty day. Work was slow and boring, yet that was the highlight of my day. I had plans with Tommie or Brittany, so I had to decide. Tommie messages me and says, "I can't do anything because my friend just came over." So I was like sweet, well I guess I can hang with Brittany. I had this feeling though before I left work that I should just go home and not do anything but I didn't listen. So Brittany messages me asking if I'm still going with her to the concert thing. So I go. I get there and she starts introducing me to everyone there. She goes to this place a lot apparently. Then she introduced me to this one guy who as the singer/guitar player for one of the bands. She gives him a hug which I didn't care, then they kissed. Right then I realized why out of the blue she really wanted to hang out with me. She just wanted me to add numbers to her boyfriend's band audience. I didn't even know she had a boyfriend, which is a recent development. So I left after we had a diologue in which I basically told her I feel pretty used.

I call Tommie to talk to her about how pist I was. She listens and starts going on that she was sorry she didn't hang out with me, but she hung out with her ex and then started to go into how she still wants her ex and she basically threw herself at him and he said he will never want her again. So I told her she obviously needs time to get over him, and call me when she is.

List of girls in the past 4 weeks that have screwed me over:

Lyndsey - used me for sex, then says we are just friends right
Jessica - stands me up when we were supposed to hang out, but even comes to my work right when I was getting off to make sure we were still hanging out, but then totally ditches me and gives me a lame excuse.
Brittany
Tommie
Margie - have a date planned but then just disappears
Kristen - ok, this one is intersting. She stops talking to me cuz she thought I got her pregnant., now for the funny thing. We never had sex and she is a virgin. I just fingered her. Whatever.

Yea, so why did I try to date again?

I have no idea what I'm going to do tonight. Either I'm going out to some concert thing with Brittany, or going bowling with some people and Tommie (its a girl, I know its a strange name.) I know I have to work at 5... blah, but it is only till 9:30 so that isn't too bad though!

Text messaging from people on my phone is getting way out of hand. I have to charge my battery twice a day now. Thank god it is unlimited. I miss those days when I only had to charge this phone every 3 days or so.. so many messages!!! ahhh.

p.s. I have no idea what the squirrels are thinking.

Justin,

Mood apathetic. Cuz our guys look like girls and our girls look like dykes. Emo is one step below transvestite

-Michael

I'm pretty bored right now... I really need a g/f. haha, but I've totally changed my outlook on things from the last two years so I've not found anyone worth even trying for yet. Plus its taken me up till almost now to forget.. sort of, until your manager sees you looking at xanga and asks, "who is that girl" and starts going on about how hott she is not knowing it is your ex and makes you feel like shit..... Just venting

Well, off to whatever the day takes me to.

So I started up a clothing company with a few friends and it is really starting to take off. A bar in Newport called The Liar's Club is wanting us to take over the account to make their shirts. That would be a huge boost to income right there. We have a restaurant in Cincinnati called Papi's that wants us to make shirts for a big promotion they are going to have in a month. We also have some frats and sors that want us to make them shirts.

Funny though that I didn't start this company to make custom shirts for people. I wanted to sell shirts with our designs on it, which we are still doing. Just funny how it turned out. I'm not complaining because it is a huge boost to our companies income. Soon I can quit my stupid job at Radio Shack and just do this... hopefully. They way things are going though it could happen.

Here is a shirt I made with the apple logo on it. No you can't buy it... I've had lots of offers, but legally I can't sell it. Not a good pic of me at all either... eeek. I wasn't even ready for the picture so my stomach is all pushed out. I look fat... ok enough being a girl.

I was told I should write in xanga again... I'm a little weary about doing so. Its lead me to issues in the past. Though that was 2 years ago now, and I've really nothing to fear much anymore. So we will see if I do decide to write or stay away.

I'll fix the skin later.